Hanging Hearts - A Change For the Better

So I Can't Close My Eyes

And I Can't Speak

My eyes Bleed

And My Teeth Weak.

I Walk The Street Like It's Routine

I've Been Deprived Of What I Now See.

The Wind Whispers A Story To Deep

That His Shedded Blood Runs over Me.

Insanity Is A Part Of Me

To The point Where My Future Is Written Out In Front Of Me.

I've Forgotten To Cry

But Tears I Weap

A Soul So Devoured That Everyone Sees.

I Remember The Person I Used To Be

And I've Been Driven Away Unwillingly.

Sadness Isn't What It Seems

But Misery Loves Company

I Can't Hold Commitment Like I Did In The Past

And I'm Tired Of Always Finishing Last.

This Covered Cloak

Has Infused With Me.

I'll Get Rid Of This Skin And

Once Again I'll Be Proud Of Me.

CoOkI3Z!

Do You See What We've Done

We're Gonna Make Such Fools Of

Ourselves!

So I'm Not Myself At All

It's not like I've transformed or anything.

Nor have I lost Sight of what i want.

I've just been hiding myself 'cause I'm trying to recover from .... stuff I guess!

Sad stuff, I've been through alot

to be finished soon!

Berkeley College

So I went to see Berkeley College today,

and I was told it's a bussiness school.

Bummer 'cause i want to major in pre-med and entertainment.

Which probably has some sort of foundation when it comes to entertainment management.

The guy explaining everything to me

was entirely too perky for me.

I mean I laughed and smiled though the whole time the theme instrumental to the "Halloween" Movie

was playing repeatedly in my head.

There was a lady named Claire and she was like a robot,

not 'cause she seemed stiff or anything more like she was created to say yes to everything

and answer every question.

*Sad Face*

I mean it seems like a pretty good school

just not for me.

Omigosh Omigosh! All My Topics Start With OMIGOSH!

Okay So Barack Obama Is The First Black President ...

Great! but I don't think I want to say too much until i can see what the man can do.

I'm not saying he hasn't already done an *** load I'm just saying I want to see what he can really do for this country.

'Cause come on we've been under Bush for 8 years. that's a lot a sh** to fix. (My opinion)

Plus there's a lot expected of him. So If he does neutralize what the bush years have flared. Will we know because "we" expect

SO MUCH MORE from him.

Honestly, lets hope we haven't hyped up this guy like a movie that truly was "TYPE A" sucky :p

Don't get me wrong I want him to blow the f***** blue whales out of the water but I won't say it 'till

he's earned more than just the title of running this god forsakened country (That is AWESOME of course)

When he has triumphed at being a true leader then will he truthfully be called the answer to many peoples long

time questions.

Anywho ..... GOOOOO OBAMA!

plus I think there's going to be a baby boom. 'Cause many people "celebrated"

Obama becoming president. Which is strange in my head with that type of celebration would come to order over a president

or maybe not. YYYYEEEAAAAA OBAMA BABIES!