Okay!
So I've Been Staying Occupied Lately!
It wasn't intentional
but after awhile it started to be.
I began Looking For More things to do.
Religiously even.
As If I Stop Doing Things I would Fall Of
The Face Of The Earth Never To Be Seen Again.
I figure the reason for this was to avoid my reality.
Which isn't exactly going according to plan,
Though! What actually does go according to plan?
So....
I've been going to auditions
and performing in coffee shops and performance clubs
Which is great because That's What I Want To Do!
Though There is a sense of dissapointment after each show
As Though Something Is Missing.
Maybe It's because My Grandmother Isn't Here
and She's The One Who's Had Most Faith In Me.
Maybe I Just Don't Have The Passion Anymore?
:: Of Course Not I Still Wake Up Every Morning Breathing Showbizz *smiles*::
Maybe It's Just All So Much To Take In At Once
'Cause It's all happened in a 4 week period of time.
Back To These Auditions!
Yesterday I Auditioned For A Role In A Television Show Airing In 2009
and I Got The Part.
Wow! I Got The Role and I'm Stoked.
I Mean They Told Me I'm Going To Los angeles In Two Months
All Expenses paid For!
And I'm Getting My rehearsal Schedule Today,
but Still There's Those Doubts!
Maybe I Should Slow Down A Bit,
I don't Think My Body and My Mind Are Corresponding At The Same
Time Anymore. Maybe I'll Get Over It Eventually!
