What's Today Other Than Yesterday's Tomorrow!?!

Okay!

So I've Been Staying Occupied Lately!

It wasn't intentional

but after awhile it started to be.

I began Looking For More things to do.

Religiously even.

As If I Stop Doing Things I would Fall Of

The Face Of The Earth Never To Be Seen Again.

I figure the reason for this was to avoid my reality.

Which isn't exactly going according to plan,

Though! What actually does go according to plan?

So....

I've been going to auditions

and performing in coffee shops and performance clubs

Which is great because That's What I Want To Do!

Though There is a sense of dissapointment after each show

As Though Something Is Missing.

Maybe It's because My Grandmother Isn't Here

and She's The One Who's Had Most Faith In Me.

Maybe I Just Don't Have The Passion Anymore?

:: Of Course Not I Still Wake Up Every Morning Breathing Showbizz *smiles*::

Maybe It's Just All So Much To Take In At Once

'Cause It's all happened in a 4 week period of time.

Back To These Auditions!

Yesterday I Auditioned For A Role In A Television Show Airing In 2009

and I Got The Part.

Wow! I Got The Role and I'm Stoked.

I Mean They Told Me I'm Going To Los angeles In Two Months

All Expenses paid For!

And I'm Getting My rehearsal Schedule Today,

but Still There's Those Doubts!

Maybe I Should Slow Down A Bit,

I don't Think My Body and My Mind Are Corresponding At The Same

Time Anymore. Maybe I'll Get Over It Eventually!